Lai-Blog

2 months has passed after her "last" SMS was received.
It's not an easy period to me.

Everyday, every hour and minute, I will think of her.
Wherever I passes, especially the place on which I has memory with her, it seems that she's still there.

Today, Kwai has held a gathering to view the photos and videos of her European trip.
As I know, she will join.
Indeed, in my mind, I want to go cos' I want to see her.
I don't know how I will if
- I meet her,
- I feel she's trying to escape from me.
- I find she's charmed by someone.

I'm struggling again.

Labels: Jaime

I started the MSN chat with again.
I thought she's just finished watching 創世紀.
This time, the chat was short, involving just a few sentences, in half an hour.

Labels: Jaime

I started the talk session in MSN at 01:17 - 02:27.
Since her home line is busy with the internet connection, I called her mobile and talked for half an hour.
I was trying to make myself normal, being talkative, having concern to her.
Also, I expressed my thought about my company acquisition issue, and the expectation of my underlining colleagues.
Due to no battery, we stopped at 03:05.
The atmosphere was, in general, ok.
As a friend relationship, it's good, but it's short of sth, for love one.
.....
What can I do ? Forget her, or keep waiting for another chance on her .... ?

Labels: Jaime